Wednesday, June 17, 2009

My Thomas and a Giveaway

This post may be a little haphazard, but stick with me and you will be glad! I was rocking my little man, Geebers (his nickname that has come of late, along with others), and he was fussy. I was getting a bit frustrated because I knew he was tired, knew he needed a good nap, and knew it needed to happen fast because the girls were getting antsy. So, I kept rocking and walking, and he then calmed down, snuggled in and fell fast asleep. I rocked him. Staring at his sweet eyelashes, curled up nose, pretty (yep, I said pretty) lips, sweet peachy skin, and I had a little ache in my heart. I was reminded of how I miss my Thomas, and how I didn't get the chance to rock, cuddle, snuggle, or even get frustrated with him. With tears in my eyes, I was overwhelmed with sadness, but also greatfulness. Greatful to know that I will someday be able to hold my little babe in heaven, and also grateful beyond measure that I was rocking there, even after being frustrated, with my sweet little Geebers who is so dependent upon me, and I am so in love with him. Geebers brings such sweetness to all of our family, and such a wonderful addition that I am not deserving of by any means.

So, in light of my greatfulness, and my sincere thanks to the many of you who check in on my blog, those who are silent readers, those who are vocal ones, those who I have had sessions with and those that I have not had the pleasure of meeting yet....this post is for you! I am giving away a free session and that comes with a $20 print credit. That is a $70 value for zilch! All you have to do is leave a comment about why you would like a session and what type of session you would like. The session has to be scheduled before the end of the year, and there are no obligations to purchase any prints beyond the print credit. You can also nominate someone you think is deserving of a session, but only comment per person please! We (me, Bean and Cakes) will then take all of the comments and I will have a little hand reach in and grab a winner...it is about as fair as I can come up with at this point! :)

Don't know how to leave a comment? It is EASY! Click on the comment link below this post, and then type your comment in the little box, check either name, url, anonymous and then SUBMIT! :) I will be done accepting comments on Sunday at noon, and then posting the winner sometime on Monday. This free session can not be applied to an already scheduled session...sorry!

And, now I leave you with a few pictures of course...

This is the tree that we planted in our backyard in memory of Thomas...I see it often throughout the day and it is a gentle reminder of his sweet little time here with us...
Blooms from this past spring...

Stone that the girls and I made in the fall...they put all the glass pieces in (with some guidance of course!)

My sister got me this when she saw it a few months back. She said it reminded her of Thomas, so she had to get it for me. She was one of the few that got to hold our little guy, and was there with us during that long day...

Gifted to us from Tom's aunt...it is a Caruth, with a mom and a little baby (the baby is hard to see in this shot)
And, I have some sweet shots of my kiddos that I need to share soon from picking strawberries this past week...it was SO MUCH FUN!

Alright, I am off for a run with my baby sister. Have a great night! :)

13 comments:

Jessica McKelvey said...

One of Anna's friends just said today "He (Adam) has pretty lips!" and Anna said "Did you just say pretty?!" I love the Memorial Tree. I've sent one to some friends of ours once....I think they are much more special than flowers or planters...my heart aches for you when I read about your little Thomas, but I know you're strong and God is always with you.

Anonymous said...

Ok Tara I would love to schedule a photo shoot with you in the fall for Mark's side of the family. We did one 5years ago and our family has grown. Espeically the gift of my niece who John and Steph adopted after years of struggles. We have since added quite a few little ones in addition to my little A. I look fondly at those pics from 5 years ago and marvel at how our family has grown. We have added and sadly lost some(mark's grandpa) but the pictures hold some very special memories for all of us. I can't think of anyone better to do this precious picture than you!

Love,
Angela

Kelly Jean said...

typing through tears is difficult - but I will push through :) sadly, I can relate to the pain you described tonight - and I also find peace in knowing that until I can hold my baby in heaven, the Lord is rocking him for me. I would ADORE having our pictures taking by you. I imagine our entire crew - 4 cute kiddos and Steve and I - outside, maybe fall, silly smiles, serious sides and everything in between. I will cross my fingers and toes in hopes of being chosen ! (((hugs!)))

Kathy Moran said...

What a wonderful and touching story, I had tears in my eyes the whole time I was reading. You truely are a great mother and a much stronger person than I. I have so much admiration for you for coming thru this with such a positive outlook!!

I would love to have a session you with! We just moved back into the area and have heard nothing but great things about all the work that you do!

We are really wanting to do some kind of a memorial photo of our grandfather who passed. He was like a father to my husband and is missed more and more everyday! We have his WWII dogtags, which my husband wears everyday without fail. And we were lucky enough to find a military base in Georgia that made a mini replica for our little boy Masyn. So he too will always have a piece of his grandfather who he never got the chance to know. We have some ideas but nothing is solid....I think that is where you come in with your insightful / crative photographer mind & eye.

I check in on your sight often and love your work! You are a natural :) I love the pictures you just did for Jaimee's little man's 1st Birthday! So cute!

I look forward to working with in the future and please let me know if you have any ideas for our memorial photo?

Kathy Williams-Moran

Nicole said...

We are forever changed because of baby Thomas. I know how blessed I was to have held him that day, to cry with you, hold your hand, and ache together. I love you. You are an amazing mom, and a fabulous mother. XOXOXO Coli

Melanie P said...

Hi Tara ! I cant help but comment... You are such an inspiration to me, if only more people were as sweet as you!

Our family would LOVE LOVE LOVE a portait session!

Reasons #1 we are in need of a current family photo. Reason #2 I am Really looking forward to a fall session with all of the beautiful colors. Reason #3 You are the BEST photographer EVER! Okay did a butter you up enough??

HA! No, seriously even if we don't get picked put me in your book for a beautiful fall day.

Love ya!

Lindsay Wells said...

I'm the 1st to comment and I know I don't count :).... Your haphazard post needs no explanation. It was a beautiful post from the heart. Love You Guys!!!

Maggie said...

What a special post Tara. I can't help but cry a few tears myself reading it. There are many days when I'm holding my little guy and I think about how thankful I am to have him in my arms. My heart aches for you and all the other families out there who have had to give their children to God before they were ready.

You have been a great inspiration to me already in the short time we've been visiting. Thank you for your faith and for sharing yourself and your story. I'm so glad we're becoming friends-even if it is long distance. :)

God bless you and your family!

Melissa said...

What a beautiful post and precious pictures! You continue to amaze me with your strength and love for your family and friends! We look forward to meeting that special Thomas someday too! You are a wonderful mom and a true best friend! Love ya!

Laura said...

I am not local so would not be able to be part of your giveaway, but I just wanted to comment on your beautiful post about Thomas.

B-Mama said...

More tears from Virginia... Your sweet Thomas is undoubtedly smiling upon his mama from heaven. What an awesome tribute to him. I ache with you remember him.

As I've said before, we would travel all the way from the east to have a session with you! I'm not sure when that will happen next, but when it does, we'll have to talk!! Blessings!

Jessica McKelvey said...

Ok...so I must have forgot about the part where it said to tell you why I want a session and what type. The boy will be 3 in August so I would love to get some outside shots of him at the park. He absolutely hates going to the picture places to have pics taken so I really love the fact that you're willing to travel!

Cristal Churchill said...

Tara,
What a beautiful story. Being a labor and delivery nurse and aspiring nurse midwife, I am sometimes the one who take the loss pictures. I feel so compelled to do a good job as they are all these parents will ever have. I would love some tips from you! All of your pictures are adorable. I'd love a family photo shoot for late summer. Where???? We haven't had one in a number of years! Just me, Dan and Elizabeth plus maybe our two dogs if they would cooperate.